One of These Days

I fear one of these days I will just breakdown. I hate being in this situation. I can’t concentrate on anything at all because I’m just there but not really. I know that I am not making sense but I am just trying to find something real that will define who I am at this point of my life. The darned things is that I know I’m looking for something but I’m not sure what I’m actually looking for or where to start. Everyday I just fall deeper into unknown nothingness without really feeling…seeing anything...